pluviophile

It is still raining outside and I have to fight the desire to go walk in the rain since I've got class at 9 am tomorrow

Forget that though, wasn't important

I like the rain, it gives me a sense of serenity, I, personally like looking at the sky when the rain is pouring down. Sometimes I purposely left my umbrella at home to get a chance to get wet in the rain (but usually I have to quickly go back home and dry my books haha)

I thought of posting something about chilling in and slowly slow your thinking process but sorry, the words didn't came out right. I'm sorry, I guess my thinking is just too slow? haha

Anyway, I really hope that my 'partner' enjoys rain as well, then we can go out especially during rainy days hihi imagine go for a hike, a walk by the beach, or just stroll in the garden haha. astagfirullah, *apa benda aku berangan ni haha, tak patut* but I should get going now, so till then,

BYE!

Of dreams

Last Thursday, I woke up at 6 am, after having a dream that I already missed my Fajr prayer. And I still remember how scary I was at the moment when I realised I missed the prayer. Which when I woke up, I slowly thanked Allah for waking me up for Fajr.

Last Friday, I was having a nightmare, I was having a quarrel with somebody whom I can't really remember, then suddenly my best friend showed up in my dream and she said something about me neglecting her, and forgetting my duties as her friend. And to my surprised, I woke up since my phone vibrated and when I managed to answer the call, it stopped. When I looked who called, it was my best friend, the exact girl in my dream. So I thought, I need to call her back though it was 2 a.m. at the moment. Haha

Last night, I had a dream, I was married to one of my friend and it was so weird because we looked forward to the wedding but after the wedding we were so awkward in front of our friends. I woke up having this dream and go back to sleep, telling my mind to continue the dream and see what happens haha, pelik duh mimpi kahwin dgn kawan sendiri haha kalau kawan aku tahu ni mesti kelakar haha

Reasons why I am sharing this to you? I am not really sure but I just have to let it out somewhere somehow, not many people read this blog anymore anyway, so here I am haha.

Someone told me that whatever you dreamt is actually what's on your mind. I refused to believe this because I always think about food, how come I never dream about food for once? Haha

Bye!

Jangan jangan jangan

Hi there, scrolling my drafts on my OneNote and found this bit that has no title. It was somehow a needed reminder, haha. Have a read and gimme your thoughts :)

Jangan dengar lagu sedih, nanti sedih. 

Jangan cerita pasal cerita sedih, nanti sedih. 

Jangan fikir pasal benda sedih, nanti sedih. 

Kalau homesick; 

Jangan pergi tengok video family kau, nanti bertambah homesick 

Jangan tengok gambar lama, nanti nangis 

Jangan bagitahu orang kau homesick, nanti lagi homesick 

Jangan cakap banyak sangat, nanti sakit tekak 

Jangan cakap banyak sangat, nanti menyesal 

Jangan cakap banyak sangat, nanti pelik kalau kau tetiba diam 

Jangan fikir pasal benda yang dah jadi banyak sangat, nanti sakit kepala 

Jangan fikir pasal benda yang belum jadi banyak sangat, nanti letih 

Jangan fikir pasal hal orang lain, nanti rasa pelik 

Jangan fikir pasal benda yang tak perlu, nanti penat 

Jangan cerita apa-apa langsung, kalau tak nak orang tahu semua rahsia kau

Jangan memandai dan bising, kalau kau dapat tahu sesuatu yang kau tak patut tahu
Jangan buat spekulasi ataupun kesimpulan sendiri tentang hal orang lain 

p/s: maybe the idea is too ideal that i feel obliged to forget about it and to stay away from it.